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URGH! i am having da same old feeling again. for da past few days i've been tinkin, wat if i studied in ITE and didnt go back to da philppines? wat wud be my life now? will i be working jus like my frens here? hais, i jus dun wanna be so stuck up in dat farkin place all alone and always finding attention by enjoying myself. AAAAARRGGH!!! if only i can turn back time and decided to stay here in singapore to further my studies, i wud be so much happier. to be wif my family and friends.

seriously, i've neba like stayin in dat freakin place. yeah, i hab a few frens who accepts me and appreciates me. still, HOME IS HOME! i've neba considered tat place as my home. im enjoyin my life there but not to da fullest. GOSH!
but i can go thru this. this is a test for me. a test for me on how am i goin to take control of my life. i noe i can go thru this. for i will hab to go thru this :))

Friday, January 04, 2008 @ 12:48 AM